From what or where or whom do you come and how has it mattered? Do you see it in yourself still?

from all the many places i've lived from all the ancestors i've never known

 

When do you feel most alive?

hours into hiking, especially in the mountains

 

From what have you managed to free yourself?

anger (mostly . . . ha!)

 

What dream do you remember most vividly and what message does it bear?

highschool dream ascent up a mountain through ancient native american burial

mounds . . . message? maybe that every step we take trods on the dead

 

What does art do, really; what's the value of art?

i like adorno's take (Emersonian, really, then Buddhist): no value, but an antidote to a world in which all value is commercially compromised

 

If you could, what gift that is impossible for you to give would you offer and to whom? Why this gift, this person?

the gift of life, to my long dead friends

 

Describe a person you love. How would you know them without their face?

voice

voice

voice

 

How did you know you were in love and what makes you unsure of it?

passion

& again

passion

 

In what way have you betrayed or disappointed yourself or others? In what way have you been betrayed or disappointed?

inconsistency & sullenness

 

What are the parameters of your small world?

one breath at a time

 

Why aren’t you more involved in trying to better the world of others?

who do you think i am—sisyphus?

 

 

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