Nacreous

The Kernel, the Core

Covering

_______

 

Nacreous

 

 

Burr in sleeve, blister on earlobe, hazel

fleck in eye, there is a list

 

throughout the body of

what is no longer here.

 

The soul goes to the irritant, licks

it obsessively.  If the tongue—the true

 

core of the self—licks long enough—

 

a pearly raw spot.  The soul sleeps

on this.  The soul sleeps

 

with her tongue for a pillow, hasping

hoarse sing-song all the sleepless

 

hours.  And

 

the darkening tip

of the tongue on

 

brightening tenderness.  Tongue

turning at the sound of absence.

 

Now nip to suck sweet fluid from the blister

on the lobe. Now sucks

out the nothing

 

of the splinter from the forearm’s

flesh.  Tongue at the eyelash

 

forcing the lids open.  A soul in the making,

the tongue is.  Besotted with salt and

 

sweet. Appetite without origin, suppuration

that proves

 

the something of nothing.

 

 

________________

 

The Kernel, the Core

                   

 

I would address you as my loss,

fetal and set apart. 

 

You are, carefully, a hull into which

you nest yourself.  Brown and fine

 

nutty and smooth and, yes,

you with your preternatural ear.

 

I would address what you hear.

 

I would hold you as my graven

image, tender at whose core

no one, ever, will touch. 

 

But to witness is different than to

grasp. 

 

The finest grain on you,

the pattern, the scent both

embryonic and redolent.

 

No one’s.  Yet mine.  A hull

as hollow as an armpit.  Loss

forbidden to branch, always

to bud.

 

I would lift your woody

mouth to my breast and

know you are borne by

my resin.

 

Your difficult pulse

polished on the knot

of the seed.  I need nothing

further.  You turn to hear

 

nothing of it as you turn.

 

 

_______

 

Covering

 

 

You grow silver ragwort

for your hunger.

 

Is it edible? Is it

poison?  You don’t

 

know.  Not that this is

a story, but in a story

 

you do what you must do.

Instead

 

of biting down into the flesh

of the leaves

 

you paste them over your mouth,

now a furred silver mouth.

 

And then over eyes, ears,

nostrils, vagina, anus,

 

silver buds on the infinitesimal

apertures of the nipples.

 

Because any opening is a hunger.

You like your hunger’s fuzzy

 

silver-gray transformation.

It fills your slender belly.

 

_______________________________________________________________________________________________

 

 

  

Elizabeth Robinson is the author, most recently,

of Vulnerability Index, from Northwestern University

Press/Curbstone Books. Being Modernists Together is

coming out in late 2026 from Solid Objects. Robinson’s

work was published in the 2023 Pushcart Prize Annual

and the 2025 Best American Poetry. 

 

 

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